TITLE: When You're Gone (letter series) - haha, at long last
AUTHOR: Smallville_Angel, my dears!
DISCLAIMERS: Don't own these characters or the show.
WARNINGS: Once again, if you're homophobic, I'd advise you to go elsewhere. This may cross into NC-17 territory, but I'll wait to see how it all unfolds.
My dearest Lana (my angel and my precious baby),
12 hours in N.Y. and already longing for the safety and warmth of your arms - I don't know what I was thinking. My heart isn't in this job, but thousands of miles away in Smallville, under lock and key to a certain raven beauty who has, time and time again, stolen my breath (and my kisses). I know it's only a temporary down, but to have woken up this morning and not have you lying by my side, your arms wrapped so tightly around me was torture -it felt like my heart had been torn to shreads. Simply looking at my farewell photos reduces me to tears - a neverending river solely for you baby. I swear to you I'll pull myself together, but I guess the shock was far too much for my system.
I'm glancing over at my bedside table - the photo of you on my 20th is placed there. You looked so radiant - to say you were simply beautiful is a dramatic understatement. Purely intoxicated, which you did do purposely, I assume. My enchantress - continue enchanting me. The mere look in your eyes in that photo - I guess Clark was right. The look of love, so deep and neverending. First thing I heard from my room mates lips as I unpacked this morning.
"The look of love is in her eyes"....
The look of love for me, I silently whispered. I wonder if that look has always been there and I was so foolish as to overlook it. I think Lois would tell me I overlooked it - she told me how you once gushed about me only weeks into our relationship.
"I've never meet someone so committed and dedicated. She can't imagine the rest of her life without you. She swears one day she'll marry you, even if that means giving up life here in Smallville".
Well, Miss Lang, I have one thing to say to that. Are you so sure?? You do know all my annoying habits, and you are crazy to be so willing to put up with that for the rest of your life. Good luck to you baby .
Seriously, though. I can't picture spending my life without you. You know that, and I knew that, even though you never muttered those words to me. Every touch screamed it, although at first I thought it wishful thinking. Stupid Chloe - Lana Lang wants to spend ALL of her life with you. Sorry, but the emotional high is helping to level me out right now (yes, NY has sent me crazy in all of 12 hours!).
Anyway, I'll run, because my first class starts in an hour, and I'd like to write to Lois and Clark prior. May not look so good if I'm late for my frist class, although sending you my neverending love is my priority.
Take care and love you immensely (with all my heart and soul, my spirit, everything I have (yours forever)),
Chloe
P.S. I'll tell you more about NY in my next letter. Let's say the NY summers don't compare to those in Smallville, but having seen Central Park and all the coffee shops, I could grow to like it (hardly love it - it is not where my heart lies).
NB: In terms of each letter produced for this series, they will be a lot shorter than the chapters in my average fics., hence this series will most likely spand multiple parts, which I'll determine for you as soon as I'm positive, as my fics. always chop and change in my mind. Yes, it will get rather mushy and romantic, but that's the sort of girl I am, so I'm putting it to good use (LOL!).
AUTHOR: Smallville_Angel, my dears!
DISCLAIMERS: Don't own these characters or the show.
WARNINGS: Once again, if you're homophobic, I'd advise you to go elsewhere. This may cross into NC-17 territory, but I'll wait to see how it all unfolds.
My dearest Lana (my angel and my precious baby),
12 hours in N.Y. and already longing for the safety and warmth of your arms - I don't know what I was thinking. My heart isn't in this job, but thousands of miles away in Smallville, under lock and key to a certain raven beauty who has, time and time again, stolen my breath (and my kisses). I know it's only a temporary down, but to have woken up this morning and not have you lying by my side, your arms wrapped so tightly around me was torture -it felt like my heart had been torn to shreads. Simply looking at my farewell photos reduces me to tears - a neverending river solely for you baby. I swear to you I'll pull myself together, but I guess the shock was far too much for my system.
I'm glancing over at my bedside table - the photo of you on my 20th is placed there. You looked so radiant - to say you were simply beautiful is a dramatic understatement. Purely intoxicated, which you did do purposely, I assume. My enchantress - continue enchanting me. The mere look in your eyes in that photo - I guess Clark was right. The look of love, so deep and neverending. First thing I heard from my room mates lips as I unpacked this morning.
"The look of love is in her eyes"....
The look of love for me, I silently whispered. I wonder if that look has always been there and I was so foolish as to overlook it. I think Lois would tell me I overlooked it - she told me how you once gushed about me only weeks into our relationship.
"I've never meet someone so committed and dedicated. She can't imagine the rest of her life without you. She swears one day she'll marry you, even if that means giving up life here in Smallville".
Well, Miss Lang, I have one thing to say to that. Are you so sure?? You do know all my annoying habits, and you are crazy to be so willing to put up with that for the rest of your life. Good luck to you baby .
Seriously, though. I can't picture spending my life without you. You know that, and I knew that, even though you never muttered those words to me. Every touch screamed it, although at first I thought it wishful thinking. Stupid Chloe - Lana Lang wants to spend ALL of her life with you. Sorry, but the emotional high is helping to level me out right now (yes, NY has sent me crazy in all of 12 hours!).
Anyway, I'll run, because my first class starts in an hour, and I'd like to write to Lois and Clark prior. May not look so good if I'm late for my frist class, although sending you my neverending love is my priority.
Take care and love you immensely (with all my heart and soul, my spirit, everything I have (yours forever)),
Chloe
P.S. I'll tell you more about NY in my next letter. Let's say the NY summers don't compare to those in Smallville, but having seen Central Park and all the coffee shops, I could grow to like it (hardly love it - it is not where my heart lies).
NB: In terms of each letter produced for this series, they will be a lot shorter than the chapters in my average fics., hence this series will most likely spand multiple parts, which I'll determine for you as soon as I'm positive, as my fics. always chop and change in my mind. Yes, it will get rather mushy and romantic, but that's the sort of girl I am, so I'm putting it to good use (LOL!).
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