Chloe's Diary: Pieces Of Me

[TruthSeeker<S>]

Very nice update!
PPMS!

[freak24]

Awsome update. PPMS!

[kryptonite_123]

i like that diary entry the most i think, ppms

[chlo-el]

Great Diary entrees. I like Chloe's voice in this.

[TheInfuriator]

hello blue diary...
it's been awhile...
alot has happened, alot has changed. and well, you know what?
IT'S FREAKIN FANTASTIC!

Be still my beating heart, when Jimmy kissed me for the first time since we broke up, my legs gave way, I literally collapsed. oh wow, it's been a wild couple weeks. It seems that our break up just drove us both completely insane for each other. I have no idea what happened, actually that's a lie. wait, i should take a few steps back and fill in the blanks before i forget what happened.

okay, so Jimmy, broke up with me, you know that, but what you didn't know, was that while I was pouring tears, so was he! awww, my poor baby. The days after we broke up were bad though, like he'd walk past me at the planet and I could just feel this electricity in the air, I could literally feel this tension, this sexual tension. oh, and I would fantasize about him. I never knew my thoughts could be so melodramatic.

so a couple weeks ago, i was at the copier, just duplicating some documents, and I felt a hand on my shoulder and I felt tingles ripple across my back, I got this shiver and I just knew it was him, and when I turned around there he was, and I tried to act casual, but the look in his eyes, was so intense and he looked so damn gorgeous. I was going to ask him what he wanted casually, but i was stunned, we both were, and I felt really hot, my cheeks must have been glowing. We just stood there like idiots in this mess of a basement while everyone just went about their business.

so after what seemed like heart racing eternity he says, "we need to talk." and I just nodded. I couldn't speak. I couldn't move. It felt so surreal, after days of non stop crying. And then he kissed me.

[freak24]

Awww, sweet update, it's nice seeing Chloe happy again. Looking forward to more!

[TruthSeeker<S>]

Great update.I like to see Chloe happy

[kryptonite_123]

nice, i actually hated Jimmy so much, but now that i think of it maybe Chloe deserves someone like Jimmy, but Chlark should happen, only if he doesnt break her heart, if that happens i'll break the tv, anyway nice update.

[Odysseus]

nice update. PPMS!

[Smallville_Angel]

Very sweet update - when it comes to heartbreak, Chole and I are a little too alike! I'm glad to see the turn around in Chole's emotions - not a fan of devastated Chole... besides, she deserves happiness, and she could do a lot worse then Jimmy (um, Lana with Lex... I rest my case).

[TheInfuriator]

I finally found you! dear sweet blue diary...

Why were you hiding in the attic? You should be under my bed amongst all the other junk people would just ignore.

So major update. Things are going well between Jimmy and I. As well as can be anyway. I mean I think it's going okay. But how do I know? It's just "okay" from my perspective.... Wow. I have no idea whats going through his mind. Does that make me a bad girlfriend? It's normal to have these insecurities while in a relationship right? I wouldn't know, I've never really had a relationship before. Jimmy being my first... everything.

You know what's really over rated? The losing your virginity thing. Man, I was putting it off for so long and when it happened, it was just kind of awkward. Jimmy was like "uhh.. We can wait if you want.." but C'MON! all guys would say that. Of course they would, they think that if they try and be the nice, understanding boyfriend that they'll get in sooner than later. Well it worked. But really, I wanted it just as much as he did. It just didn't pan out a well as either of us hoped.

So we're making out in his bed and somehow ended up both being naked. I know! you're probably thinking, "Geez Chlo, who da thought sex was on the table being naked and all..." but we always end up naked while making out in bed! It's like our thing. Off goes the t-shirts and tops. And then I'll take off his pants and then he'll take off mine, more fooling around and then eventually we're skin on skin, groping each other and stuff. Usually we play with each other until we both "climax" and then get our clothes back on but that particular afternoon, (it was a Sunday btw) we took it all the way.

So I kinda already knew I was ready for it. I've been 'fantasizing' if you will, so I wanted it to happen. And Jimmy in all his naked glory reaches over to his jeans and pulls out a condom. The situation just unravelled itself.

Okay, I'm going to write something down that is even more personal and secretive then my virginity anecdote. I have shared my virginity story with Lois already. She thought it was hilarious. Me not so much. But this is top secret.*ahem* Chloe, has in the past watched some porn. I KNOW! Dirty right? but c'mon, it's human isn't it? It was really more out of curiosity then anything else. How else am I going to learn about sex? From hand drawn images in decades old textbooks? Unlikely.

Anyways, so the real sex wasn't anything like what I watched in those 'films'. I didn't moan and pant like some... whore. and Jimmy wasn't a buff stallion jack hammer. See, we're good at making out and playing with each other, we've done it so many times we know the "ins and outs" but the sex thing was really awkward, Blue diary, I can't stress that enough. Awkward.

It was like, Jimmy felt like he had something to prove so he wanted to try all these positions but I just wanted it to be intimate and loving. We tried a few of the standard positions, missonary, sitting up with me straddling him but it was when he lay down and I got on top that we hit the sweet spot. It just 'worked' in that position. I like being on top. I think thats my fav position. So just when it was getting good Jimmy goes "Oh god!" and you know, he came. I sort of smiled and thought "Well, that was.. quick" but I was relieved that the first obstacle had been overcome... that is until he pulled out. The condom had broken.

AHHHH!!!! was my first reaction. Jimmy just sort of stared at the condom that had rolled back at the base of his equipment in shock. I was freaking out in my mind. PREGNANCY?!? Noooo!!! too much for this girl to handle. And yes I cried. I seriously thought my life would be over. I'm too young to be a mom. I jumped in the shower and just, I don't know, 'cleansed' myself. Jimmy was trying to be calm but in a way I could see that he was just as scared as I was. Despite the unfortunate situation we were in, I loved him a bit more, although I hated that the condom broke and I partly blame him. How long had that thing been in his wallet?!

I called Lois and told her what happened and you know what she did? she laughed! What the hell. "Lois!, this is no laughing matter. I'm pregnant!" (in hindsight I can see how I may have over reacted). "Chloe, you're not pregnant. just go visit your Doctor and ask for the morning after pill." Something tells me Lois has been in this situation before... probably more than once.

Anyway, so thats my virginity story. Everyone has one. But I think mines the worst. But funnily enough, after that, the sex couldn't get any worse, so things just have gotten better. And yeah, I lost my virginity to Jimmy Olsen. Ha! Sorry for the info overload blue diary. It's been awhile.

Oh and, I'm a meteor freak. But I don't want to talk about it. Not ready to deal.

Chloe Out.

[D.M.A.]

nice update,lol at lois laughin at the rubber bust smh...That there can scare any man not jus the woman lol.Funny how chloe is awkward wit jimmy no matter what they do,yet it seems she feels more at ease when she's wit a certain hero lol.Also I'm curious to see what's been happenin wit chloe/clark,cause the way things ended before I assume her feelings were more confused than ever.Anyways nice update,cant wait for more

[BlaCkHeaRt_me]

I find this incredibly amusing and cute. I'm glad u came back to this and I can't wait to see wat else u write. I'm happy u made a story of Chloe getting past Clark...i was sorta wanting to read one today. u made it happen. sweet

[chlark4]

Well this one is interesting. I think losing her virginity to Jimmy was funny with everything that happened. PPMS

[TomsLove101]

PPMS! Loving this