Chapter Thirty-Nine
Clark had stayed with Lois overnight, wanting to keep an eye on Kally and to make sure his girlfriend got a good night’s sleep. She’d protested that he needed to sleep too. He’d told her while he did need to sleep he didn’t need as much as her. He was worried that Kally might have nightmares about what had happened.
Luckily, the toddler slept through the night and was up early with her usual boundless energy. Knowing that Lois’ parents needed to recover from the stress of the ordeal, he quietly suggested leaving Kally with his parents. Since Lucy didn’t start high school for another day, she offered to stay at the farm as well.
Lois still looked a little pale when he drove her to the campus. He stopped the truck in the parking lot and turned off the engine. His girlfriend reached for the door handle.
“Lois,” he said. She frowned at him.
“We have to get to registration, Smallville.”
“You don’t have to be so stoic,” he told her gently. “I know this weekend …”
“It’s not the weekend,” she said. “It’s everything. I worry more than ever now. I mean, Lex isn’t going to just stop just because he covered his tracks.”
“No. If anything, I imagine he’s going to step up his harassment. But I meant what I said last night. We can’t wrap her in cotton. I know it’s not the easiest thing to deal with, me being what I am.”
“Clark, your powers aren’t what make you you. I mean … I get it. Despite what Bruce says.”
He nodded. They’d visited Bruce in Gotham one weekend and the other man had asked them how they expected to have a marriage and a family when there was always a risk that someone might learn the truth about Clark and use that information to threaten Lois or Kally.
Lois sighed. “I used to think about my mom and dad and how he could go off to fight a war and she could just let him. It always felt like his work meant more to him than his family. I guess I always worried that I’d get left behind.” It was something they’d talked about before but given what had happened that weekend, Clark understood why it had come up again.
“That’s not going to happen, Lois. Not with us. Because I won’t let it. Even when I have to leave to go help someone, I’m always guided by you. I never want you to feel like you’re in this alone.”
She moved over and let him put his arm around her. He held her, thinking of when he had returned to Smallville after being trapped in the caves. How he’d found out the truth about Kally. The one thing he had been determined to do was never make Lois feel that he wasn’t going to step up and take some responsibility. Whatever happened between them. Now that they were considering a future together, that was more important than ever.
“Maybe I’ve said this before, but when I was growing up, trying to figure out each new ability as it came along, I realised that those things set me apart from everyone. It wasn’t just the fact that I’m not human. I guess it’s like someone with, I don’t know, a disability. They sometimes get treated like they don’t belong anywhere. You can have a hundred friends and still feel alone.”
“I know. I sort of felt the same way every time my dad would move us to a new base. I mean, I know there were other army brats there, but we always sort of felt like we shouldn’t make any friends because who knew when we’d have to move again?”
He smiled. “We come from two different worlds, Lois. And I don’t mean the fact that I was born on a distant planet. But you want to know something? That night we met in Metropolis was the best thing that ever happened to me. You know what I was going through that summer. When I was with you, none of that mattered. Maybe I was too doped up on the red K to see it at the time, but I know now that I saw something in you that spoke to something in me. I know that sounds sappy, but …”
“No, it’s not,” she said quietly. “I know what you mean. As hard as it was, finding out about Kally, and everything I went through when I had that fight with my dad, when I met you again and you helped me raise her, I didn’t feel so alone anymore.”
“The point is, Lo, I don’t want what happened this weekend to be a reason for us to decide the risk isn’t worth it. It’s not just about Lex and his schemes. It’s the fear that something might happen to you or Kally because of me. I don’t want to let that fear dictate how I live my life, or how I feel about you.”
She sat up, frowning at him. “Did you think I wanted to break up or something?”
“It did occur to me. Sort of.”
She settled back into his embrace. “I do get it, you know. I mean, even if you didn’t have super powers and you were a cop or something, you’d still be taking a risk. When my dad went off on missions, I knew he was risking his life. I knew there was always a chance he wouldn’t come back. But I still wouldn’t have asked him to give it up because that was part of who he is. I won’t ask you to do the same, Smallville. Because being a superhero, that’s who you are. I know what it means. I know there’s always going to be someone who might find out the truth about me and Kally and use that against you. We just have to be on our guard more.”
Clark was glad they could talk about it so openly. As much as what had happened worried him, he couldn’t just stop being what he was. He had his abilities for a reason. Even if he didn’t always like being set apart from humanity.
They left the truck, walking across campus holding hands. A few of their classmates stopped to talk to them, asking about their summer. They chatted for a while before going to take care of their class registration, which took at least a couple of hours.
It was early afternoon by the time they got back to the farm. The first thing Clark noticed was the mess in the living room. The second thing he noticed was Kally screaming. His mother was in the kitchen, the toddler in her arms. She was trying to calm her down.
“Mom? What happened?”
His mother shook her head. “I don’t know. One minute she was fine, playing happily with her dolls, then she was throwing things and screaming.”
Lucy came in looking upset. “I think that was my fault. She wanted a cookie and I told her it was almost lunchtime so she couldn’t have one.” Lois’ sister told them it had been going on for at least an hour or more.
Clark looked at Lois, who nodded.
“The doctor who looked her over last night warned us this might happen.”
Clark took his daughter in his arms and carried her outside while Lois volunteered to help clean up the living room. He decided to take her up to the loft. Shelby, obviously alarmed by all the noise, followed him.
Clark sat down on the couch, holding the toddler close as she sobbed. He stroked her hair, talking softly to her.
“It’s all right, baby,” he said. “Daddy’s here. You’re okay.”
She was still sobbing when Lois came up. “Your mom’s a bit upset,” she said.
“Yeah, I know. I haven’t really had a chance to talk to Mom and Dad about what happened.”
Kally hiccoughed and began sucking her thumb. She was at least calmer, but showing signs of feeling sleepy. The crying had worn her out.
“It’s a good thing Emil warned us,” Lois replied.
“I think she’s still trying to process everything,” he said, looking down at her. Her eyes were drooping. “She probably doesn’t understand what happened. Or why.”
“Would you?” his girlfriend asked.
“No. Not when I was her age.”
Clark heard footsteps on the stairs and looked over. His father appeared at the top of the steps.
“I heard somebody had a tantrum,” his dad said. “Everything okay?”
“Yeah, she’s calmed down a bit now. Sorry if it worried you.”
“It’s not that it worried me, Clark. I’d just like to know what to expect.”
Clark had tried to warn his parents what might happen but even he hadn’t been sure just how bad it could get. As little as he knew about psychology, he figured it might get a lot worse before it got better.
With Kally falling asleep in his arms, he decided it was a good opportunity to talk to his parents about what had happened. He carried her back into the house and laid her down on the couch in the living room. Lucy opted to stay with her in case she woke up.
They sat at the table. Clark told his parents everything, with Lois occasionally interjecting.
“We asked Emil to examine her last night and he seemed to think she was fine. Physically.”
Lois nodded. “What he means is, that Kally might act out a little bit, at least until she feels safe.”
“Well, that doesn’t surprise me. I just hope Bruce’s plan works.”
“What exactly did he have in mind, Dad?”
“Using his company’s powers to ensure that Lex is outbid on any contract. Military or otherwise. He mentioned something about negotiations on the Daily Planet.”
Clark nodded. He’d forgotten that the publisher had been considering selling the newspaper. Both Wayne Enterprises and Luthorcorp had been competing for it, but he had no idea how Bruce planned to beat Lex’s bid when they were supposed to be confidential.
“How would he outbid Lex?” Lois asked. “I mean, if he somehow found out what Lex was bidding, wouldn’t that be unethical?”
His dad nodded. “It would, but then again, it’s nothing new in their world. Remember when your mother was held hostage, Clark?”
Clark remembered that horrible day. Lex’s father had tried to wrest control of LexCorp and had used recording devices to listen in on Lex’s conversations so he could outbid him on a contract. While he had never owned up to it, Clark was sure Lex had sent some people in to plant similar devices in his father’s office, only for the contractors to try to steal from Lionel. Clark’s mother had been working as Lionel’s executive assistant at the time and she’d been forced to work on a Sunday. Which also happened to be the day of Clark’s parents’ anniversary.
“Would Bruce really do something that underhanded?” Clark’s mom asked.
“I hope not. I did tell him I couldn’t work with him if he was going to resort to criminal behaviour. He seemed to think he could persuade the Daily Planet’s publisher to look at more than figures, though.”
Lois nodded. “Sure. We all know Lex would use his status as publisher to shoot down any story that paints him in a bad light.”
Clark nodded. If the publisher believed in integrity, then he would look at not only each company’s books, but also the character of their respective CEOs.
“I know it’s not going to change what Lex did to Kally,” Lois said. “But it sounds to me like we’ve got a better chance of making him pay than proving he was behind it.” Clark’s dad nodded in agreement.
“You’re right, Lois. Much as I want Lex to face criminal charges, from what Bruce was saying last night, this might be the better way to go.”
“What are we going to do about Kally?” Clark’s mom asked.
“We can’t watch her twenty-four hours a day,” Clark replied. “That’s just going to upset her even more. I think if we just try to keep to a normal routine, she’ll settle down.”
“That’s true,” Lois said. “If we get over-protective, she’s just going to feel something’s wrong.”
Clark’s parents looked at each other before turning back to them.
“We’ve been talking about this and we think maybe it’s time you had a more permanent solution about Kally’s living arrangements. Lois, that cabin is too small for a growing child. And going back and forth the way you do, Clark, it’s not ideal.”
“What are you suggesting, Dad?”
“I know you kids have decided not to get married until you’ve both finished college. Which is great and everything. But Kally’s going to start noticing that the way she’s being raised is not normal.”
Lois frowned. “What do you mean, not normal?”
“Sweetie, we’re not trying to criticise your parenting. We just think that maybe she needs a little more stability.”
Clark thought for a few moments. “I think my parents are trying to say that it would be better for Kally if we were both around her full-time between work and classes. Instead of me only spending a night with you every so often.” He glanced at his parents and they nodded. He realised they weren’t saying that Kally was being raised wrong, but it might make her more secure if he was around every night.
“So, are you suggesting Clark move in with me at the Inn?” Lois asked.
“Actually, we were thinking you could live here,” Clark’s mother replied.
“We talked with your dad and he agreed with us that the cabin is too small for the two of you now. If you lived at the Inn, they’d have to take a room they’d ordinarily use for guests.”
“It is the better solution,” Clark said. “I bet we could turn the small room upstairs into a bedroom for Kally. It would be right next door to my room. She’d have Shelby to play with, and he’d warn us if anyone came by.”
“What did my parents say about this?” Lois asked.
“Well, your dad wasn’t thrilled with the thought of you moving away from the Inn, but he did like the idea of Kally having her own room.”
It wasn’t as if she’d be moving to another town, they reasoned. She could still go and help her family at the Inn, and Kally would still spend some days with her other grandparents. The only difference would be that both mother and daughter would be living at the farm.
It was inevitable anyway, Clark thought. Lois had been talking about what she would do when Kally was a little older. The cabin was good for now, but eventually Kally would need her own space. Lois had thought perhaps she should get a place of her own in town.
He knew when they decided to get married, they would have to work out where to live. As much as he liked Lois’ family, he wanted to be able to raise a family on the farm, teach his children the things his own parents had taught him. As much as he used to protest at his chores, he felt the work had helped him build character.
“Would she be safer?” Lois said. “I mean, the farm is pretty wide open. Anyone could come on the property.”
“That is true,” Clark conceded. “But then again, we don’t get that many visitors to the house. That we don’t know. And Kally wouldn’t be allowed to just wander off by herself until she’s older. Same way it is now. That wouldn’t really change.”
“I guess not.” Clark’s mother put a hand on Lois’.
“Sweetheart, we’re not asking you to decide right now. But we do want you to think seriously about it. We’re not saying the two of you should get married. We do think you need to finish college first. The fact is, you’ve both proved to us just how committed you are to each other and that you’ve taken your responsibilities seriously.”
“Martha’s right, honey. If what happened this weekend showed us anything, it’s that we really need to consider Kally’s security.”
Clark went out to finish the chores he hadn’t managed to get done that morning, leaving Lois to tend to Kally, who had woken up grizzling. He was working on the tractor, doing some basic maintenance, when she came into the barn. She was followed by Kally and Shelby who trotted along after the toddler as if he was her guard dog. Clark looked up.
“Everything okay?” he asked, smiling as his daughter found a ball and was trying to throw it for Shelby to fetch. She wasn’t very good at it, but seemed to be enjoying the game, giggling as the dog gambolled around, barking softly.
“It’s fine,” she said. “I don’t know. I’m just … wow, you know? I mean, I knew we’d have to think about moving in together some day, but …”
“My parents are just trying to think what’s best for Kally. And us.”
“I kind of just always thought we’d get a place in Metropolis,” she said.
“Sure, when we have jobs in the city.” He frowned at her. “Is it that you don’t want to live at the farm?”
“No,” she said. “It’s not that. I just … I don’t know. I mean, I can kind of see their point. It is a bit odd. You know, that we’re raising a child and living separately. I mean, it would be different if we weren’t … you know, together. As a couple I mean.” She frowned. “I’m not making much sense.”
Clark nodded. Given how conservative the people in town could be, the way they were raising Kally would look odd to some. He realised that once she was old enough to start going to school, she might be around other children who were raised in a more conventional way and that might make her feel ‘different’, or less secure. He’d wondered how they were ever going to explain the concept to his daughter even a couple of years down the track when she might still be too young to understand.
It wasn’t that he thought the farm was any safer than the Inn. The one major difference at the Inn was that they had guests coming and going all the time and they couldn’t exactly vet all the guests in case one of them turned out to be working for Lex. There were other things on the farm that could potentially be harmful to a child. Clark had already begun teaching Kally about keeping clear of sharp implements and was careful to keep her away from any other things that could hurt her. He knew he couldn’t watch her all the time, however, and she was bound to want to test her limits now and again. He could remember a couple of times when he’d been small playing with tools his father had told him plenty of times not to play with, but he’d done it anyway.
He’d been sent to his room for disobedience a few times. When he was about five, he’d cut his hand on a saw blade. It hadn’t been that deep, but it had hurt and that had been enough to convince him not to play with it. Back then, he’d still been vulnerable to cuts and bruises, although he still healed remarkably fast.
“We don’t have to decide right now,” he said. “But I think it’s a good plan.”
She nodded. “You’re right. It’s just a lot to think about.”
He wrapped an arm around her and pulled her close, pressing a kiss to her forehead. A childish giggle had them both looking down at their daughter. She was watching them with a cheesy grin. Clark leaned down and picked her up, tickling her tummy. She laughed, wrapping her little arms around his neck as he dipped her, blowing a raspberry on her. Lois laughed at their antics.
“Clark. Lois. Dinner!”
Holding hands, they walked back to the house for dinner.
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