CLARK AND LEX
both from Clark's and Lex's POVs
We both wanted to be honest with each other about everything even about how we secretly feel for each other. We wanted to trust each other with our hidden depths of our hearts but we never could. We both wanted to save the world but we never will join forces knowing we don't have the same code of ethics. We hide our insecurities behind our secrets and lies and we use deception to try to protect each other by shielding our inner demons, but it is our dishonesty and distrust that keeps us drifting apart to the point of no return we were as close as brothers, we were once best friends now we are enemies opposed when all this time we desired each other as passionate lovers. We are so much in love but won't admit our true feelings to ourselves or to each other no matter how much we try to get close we still feel we are worlds apart and our love still keeps causing us pain always hurting us, yet we keep coming right back to you and me every time we try to move on with Lana Lang of all people in Smallville like we're running in circles with no fast forward we love each other, but we won't say " I love you" when we want to say that we do every time we look at each other.
We are opposite but similar and our bodies never knew such pleasure of being caressed and our hearts never knew such pain of being ripped apart. never tended. never repaired. We both feel like crying drowning in our tears that no one ever will see us cry and now we are all cried out. We are these lonely hearts ever lost, emotionally confused and emotionally conflicted we are these emotionally tortured lost souls needing and wanting validation, respect, acceptance and appreciation always struggling to be free to be ourselves without hiding in fear of our future destinies that are already set in stone for us to fulfill. We are greatly misunderstood, misinterpreted, misread and misjudged by many who keep blaming and criticizing us for our flaws. There is so much we want to say but won't disclose to each other when we should a lot was said, a lot went unsaid. Can't we have some closure to our relationship before going out without closure at all? we keep circling the blame on one another when all we ever wanted to do is to make profound and beautiful steaming hot deep passionate love. Still we keep on going at each other's throats with accusations just to prove our points to each other, always jumping to conclusions, always making assumptions about each other and ostracizing each other.
Our passionate disdain runs skin deep but our hate is still our love for each other in disguise. All this passion and desire for each other is ever intoxicating and overwhelming leaving our heads spinning. Please let us hold each other, let us passionately kiss each other's lips and let us be married husbands!! do we have to hate each other? when we don't need to why can't we at least try to go back to those days back where we were the way we used to be? and could've been? we belong together, we should be together we don't need to be so dysfunctional. So why can't we be together? we don't need to be lusting over an insecure, demanding, selfish and self absorbed girl who does nothing but ostracizes us get in between us when we have us without her. Lets be a gay couple with a baby and get married instead of competing for Lana's affections we are better off without Lana and her hypocrisy, the real truth only lies within our own tragic bittersweet love story of us and Lana is not in it and having her be the reason for our rivalry is stupid of us, we shouldn't have gotten Lana involved in the first place so why did we? we are so dumb getting involved with a woman who only cares about only herself, who is all about secrets and lies and is all about honesty and never is honest herself who keeps disrespecting us.
When it should be you and me together as lovers like it should be, not as opposing enemies like our destiny calls us to be, but here we are any way and so much has happened between us that we can't come back from and we are left to question our choices, motives and intentions. Even if we were one time best friends, potential lovers or full blown enemies we still care for each other but we are too proud to admit that we do and we won't say that we care. We are enemies on the surface but we are homosexual lovers underneath and we always will be.
both from Clark's and Lex's POVs
We both wanted to be honest with each other about everything even about how we secretly feel for each other. We wanted to trust each other with our hidden depths of our hearts but we never could. We both wanted to save the world but we never will join forces knowing we don't have the same code of ethics. We hide our insecurities behind our secrets and lies and we use deception to try to protect each other by shielding our inner demons, but it is our dishonesty and distrust that keeps us drifting apart to the point of no return we were as close as brothers, we were once best friends now we are enemies opposed when all this time we desired each other as passionate lovers. We are so much in love but won't admit our true feelings to ourselves or to each other no matter how much we try to get close we still feel we are worlds apart and our love still keeps causing us pain always hurting us, yet we keep coming right back to you and me every time we try to move on with Lana Lang of all people in Smallville like we're running in circles with no fast forward we love each other, but we won't say " I love you" when we want to say that we do every time we look at each other.
We are opposite but similar and our bodies never knew such pleasure of being caressed and our hearts never knew such pain of being ripped apart. never tended. never repaired. We both feel like crying drowning in our tears that no one ever will see us cry and now we are all cried out. We are these lonely hearts ever lost, emotionally confused and emotionally conflicted we are these emotionally tortured lost souls needing and wanting validation, respect, acceptance and appreciation always struggling to be free to be ourselves without hiding in fear of our future destinies that are already set in stone for us to fulfill. We are greatly misunderstood, misinterpreted, misread and misjudged by many who keep blaming and criticizing us for our flaws. There is so much we want to say but won't disclose to each other when we should a lot was said, a lot went unsaid. Can't we have some closure to our relationship before going out without closure at all? we keep circling the blame on one another when all we ever wanted to do is to make profound and beautiful steaming hot deep passionate love. Still we keep on going at each other's throats with accusations just to prove our points to each other, always jumping to conclusions, always making assumptions about each other and ostracizing each other.
Our passionate disdain runs skin deep but our hate is still our love for each other in disguise. All this passion and desire for each other is ever intoxicating and overwhelming leaving our heads spinning. Please let us hold each other, let us passionately kiss each other's lips and let us be married husbands!! do we have to hate each other? when we don't need to why can't we at least try to go back to those days back where we were the way we used to be? and could've been? we belong together, we should be together we don't need to be so dysfunctional. So why can't we be together? we don't need to be lusting over an insecure, demanding, selfish and self absorbed girl who does nothing but ostracizes us get in between us when we have us without her. Lets be a gay couple with a baby and get married instead of competing for Lana's affections we are better off without Lana and her hypocrisy, the real truth only lies within our own tragic bittersweet love story of us and Lana is not in it and having her be the reason for our rivalry is stupid of us, we shouldn't have gotten Lana involved in the first place so why did we? we are so dumb getting involved with a woman who only cares about only herself, who is all about secrets and lies and is all about honesty and never is honest herself who keeps disrespecting us.
When it should be you and me together as lovers like it should be, not as opposing enemies like our destiny calls us to be, but here we are any way and so much has happened between us that we can't come back from and we are left to question our choices, motives and intentions. Even if we were one time best friends, potential lovers or full blown enemies we still care for each other but we are too proud to admit that we do and we won't say that we care. We are enemies on the surface but we are homosexual lovers underneath and we always will be.
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