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soupareman
05-08-2007, 06:20 PM
Hi, thanks for checking out my thread. This fanfic is something I’ve been toying around with in my head for a while. I’m going to throw you a synopsis and a prelude to see if there happens to be anyone interested. For me, readers fuel my motivation to write, so if you want to see more, please post comments or suggestions. Also if you have critiques on my style that is welcome too, I am always on the lookout for ways to improve myself.

Title: After and Before

Author: SoupAreMan

Pairing: Clana

Rating: PG-13

Spoiler Alert: “Promise” Season 6 It is not recommended that you read further unless you have seen this episode, or do not mind fics containing plot spoilers from Smallville episodes. Future installments may contain spoilers from other episodes, but will be clearly noted to keep your Smallville viewing experience safe.

Synopsis: <sales pitch>This is a Semi-FutureFic that takes place in a world where tragedy and treachery have robbed the world of Clana. (Don’t boo me off the forum just yet.) We find our hero tangled in the woes of depression, remembering the events that cost him the people closest to him, and Clark blames….Superman? What becomes of Metropolis when the Man of Steel hangs up his boots? A good question, but the bigger question is what will Clark do when he has a chance to change it all? When Clark decides to break the decree of his father that forbids him from interfering with human history, what consequences will the new future hold? Will Clana survive? Read on to find out! </sales pitch>

After and Before

The morning sunlight peered through a crack in the Fortress of Solitude, creeping slowly up Clark’s leg. How many restless nights had it been? Clark lifted his head wearily, dark circles under his eyes as proof of his insomnia. His eyes focused on the only thing around him not made of ice, something that once made him proud, now it disgusted him to look at it. When he wore it the people called him Superman, now the blue and red suit hung lifelessly from a pillar of ice and snow. He would be Superman no more, Lex Luthor had won.

The longer he stared at the “S” insignia on the suit the more the pain in his heart welled up, threatening to overtake him. When he wore that suit he had saved a dozen hostages from a terrorist group, but he couldn’t save Chloe from being gunned down a block from the Daily Planet. When he had worn that suit he had saved an oil tanker from sinking and contaminating the ocean, but at the same time a plane carrying his mother to an important senate meeting crashed, and he couldn’t be there to save her. When he became Superman it seemed he could save anyone in the world except for those who meant the most to him.

Then there was Lana, of all the people he lost, she was the one he missed the most. Lana had married Lex, even though hours before the wedding she had told Clark that she didn’t plan to go through with it. She had even kissed him, it seemed so genuine. Whatever it was passed as quickly as it came however, Lana betrayed her promise to Clark and married Lex. The marriage lasted a long time, until one day Lana Luthor seemingly disappeared off the face of the earth. Clark searched for months, but there was no trace of her, and though he suspected foul play on Lex’s behalf, he was going through a major change himself…Superman.

Being Superman came with a big responsibility, and even though Clark still tried to solve the mystery of Lana’s disappearance he became occupied with the city of Metropolis. A huge crime wave had struck and, every statistic from shoplifting to murder had increased tremendously. Even with all his abilities Clark was being pushed to the limit to keep up with it all.

He had always kept hope alive in his heart that Lana would return, alive and well. He tried to prepare himself for the worst, but every time he rejected the notion that she was gone for good. Then one day as he was returning to his desk at the Daily Planet, to type up a story that was overdue because he had been subduing a fire he noticed an envelope on his desk. Being a reporter, he often received solicitations, or outlandish requests to be printed in the paper. He usually got a kick out of them, especially the ones where people claimed to be Superman. When he opened the envelope however it was a simple note that read:

Clark,

I need your help. Meet me at 3125 tonight.

~LL

It was Lana’s handwriting, Clark recognized the penmanship instantly. 3125 was part of the street address Lana had lived at with her Aunt Nell, she must be hiding out there. Clark could remember the rush of relief he felt to know that she was still alive. After eight long months of fearing the worst, he would be reunited with Lana once more and in Smallville of all places.

Clark shook his head free of the memories, slamming his fist down against the fortress floor causing the very foundation to shake. He stood and brushed the hair back out of his face, he should know better than this, to dwell on the past. It seemed however, that the past was all he had anymore. The Fortress of Solitude had lived up to it’s name, leaving him alone with his failures. He looked over at the Superman suit once more shaking his head, he wished he had never tried to embrace that destiny. If he hadn’t, he wouldn’t have been too busy to save the people he cared about the most. Before he knew what he was doing Clark was airborne, he didn’t know where he was going, he just knew he needed to get away.

Where he landed was a place that was full of memories and nostalgia. The Kent farm had long since passed it’s glory days. When Clark moved to Metropolis and with Martha Kent tied up with her duties as Senator, the Kent farm had ceased to be a farm and took on more of a safe haven from the madness of the world. Clark scanned the fields of overgrown grass with a pang of sadness tugging at his heart. Everything about this place brought back memories of his childhood, his parents, and his friends. Clark reluctantly walked up the stairs leading to the loft of the old barn, finding it much the same way as he had left it the last time he was here. His footsteps fell heavy on the wooden floor, glancing around the room as if seeing it for the first time. The life he had here on this farm seemed like an eternity ago, though it had been less than three years since he had traded this loft for an apartment in Metropolis.

He cast his eyes downward as his foot came in contact with something on the floor. He bent over to retrieve the offending object, picking it up blowing the dust that gathered on it. It was a framed picture of Lana and him, taken by his mother during a picnic. The glass covering the photo was cracked in several places, but the happiness on their faces still glowed through. It was always supposed to be like that, Clark thought to himself sighing inwardly. Things had changed though, changed for the worse.

He moved over to the outlook, now his eyes could see at magnification far beyond the telescope he used to peer through when he was younger. There it was, the house that Lana used to live in, the house Clark went to after receiving that note, the night of his reunion with the love of his life. A night he remembered vividly.

It was the night of a terrible thunderstorm in Smallville, and Clark had a hard time telling the difference between the claps of thunder and the sound of his heart threatening to beat right of his chest. He touched down a ways off from the house, not wanting to risk Lana seeing him use Superman’s abilities. He walked up the drive and could see her slender figure sitting on the porch swing. A flash of lightning revealed her face for an instant, but in that instant he fell in love all over again.

“Lana.” he called out, barely able to choke the words out. She had seen him as well and she seemed to be going through a similar moment. She jumped from the swing and raced down the porch steps toward him. Clark had to be careful not to break into super speed as he ran to her, not wanting to spend another moment without holding her. When at last they finally came within arms reach they embraced, rain drenching the both of them, droplets beading up on their faces, disguising their tears.

“Lana. Where have you….” Clark started, finally breaking the moment, only to be cut off as Lana placed a finger on his lips, hushing him. She leaned into him, resting her head on his chest to which Clark replied by letting his arms fall back around her. Neither moved for a long while, but Lana finally pulled back just far enough to look into his eyes.

“Clark.” She smiled up at him. “I knew you would come. I always could count on you.” Her smile slowly faded as she recalled her dire situation. “I think you should come inside, I have a lot to tell you.”

Awesomeperson30
05-08-2007, 06:34 PM
Please oh please continue.

C.A.chick
05-08-2007, 10:21 PM
WoW....Great job! Please continue writing. The story is written very well! PPMASAP

Cardinal
05-09-2007, 06:43 AM
Sounds interesting, please continue.

SVsleuth
05-09-2007, 08:12 AM
Got me hooked. What could have happened that turned out so bad for Clark? PPMS!

redraven
05-09-2007, 01:10 PM
Your story is really good so far, I don't have a single critique to give you. :D I feel pretty bad for the Clark in your fic though...first he lost Johnathan, and now Chloe and Martha. Hopefully, nothing will happen to Lana.

PPMS!

soupareman
05-09-2007, 06:17 PM
First of all, thank you to everyone who stops by and reads my work, and a special thank you to those who left words of encouragement. The second installment of this story is about to unfold, and looking ahead at my plans I feel like I am picking up steam.(and picking up readers doesn't hurt either) My best is yet to come. Enjoy!

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“Lana, where have you been?” Clark asked as he closed the door behind him, sliding the jacket portion of his suit off. “I thought I would never see you again.” He had not changed from his usual Daily Planet attire before leaving Metropolis, he was even still wearing those fake glasses. It was a good thing he had wore blue to work today, or else the color of his suit would have bled through his rain soaked shirt. He hung the jacket up on a hook on the door, then scanned the room. The way the house looked, Lana hadn’t been staying here for very long.

“Clark.” Her mouth opened and closed as she tried to put words to what she needed to say, but she shook her head in frustration and decided to just come out with it. “Lex is trying to kill me.”

“Lex?” Clark wouldn’t put anything past Lex Luthor, not even the murder of his own wife. To hear it said out loud like that though, it sent a shiver up his spine. Lex wasn’t the kind to give up, if he really wanted someone dead, they usually ended up so. “Lana why?”

“I stumbled onto something, something terrible Clark. Lex is working on a secret project, something big. I couldn’t gather too much information before Lex caught onto what I was doing, but if this project continues, he will take over Metropolis by the end of the year, and he won’t stop there.”

Lana had changed. She had become a survivor, Clark could tell by the way she held herself. Gone were the innocent eyes of a delicate flower he had adored in high school. Being with Lex had forced her to change, take on some of his qualities if only to survive. If Lex was trying to kill her the fact that she was still alive was a testament to her instincts and intelligence.

Clark stepped forward and put his hands on her shoulders. “Lana, what is it that Lex is doing?” Lex was power hungry, of that there was no doubt. Clark also felt that Lex never truly loved Lana, but she was more like his prized possession. She was the one thing Clark had wanted more than anything, so when Lex took her from him she became his trophy. A trophy he wouldn’t discard lightly, so whatever it was Lana discovered, Clark knew it was major.

“He has this…thing.” Lana called it for lack of a better word. “The anatomy looked human, but it is at least six times larger than any person.” Lana trailed off. “Apparently Lex found this thing sometime shortly after the General Zod incident. He’s been studying it’s genetic make up. Trying to copy it into a serum so that he can make an army of these things.”

Clark fell into deep thought. This “thing” as she put it, must have been released from the Phantom Zone. Clark thought he had taken care of all the zoners a long time ago. If this thing was indeed from the Phantom Zone and was in Lex’s hands, Lana wasn’t exaggerating when she spoke of what he could do.

“Lana, how did you learn this?”

“I had overheard some of Lex’s phone conversations when he thought I wasn’t around. The way he spoke, it was cryptic but I could tell that he talking about something big. He had also been spending a lot of late nights on his lap top, and every time I even walked into the room he would close it so I couldn’t see what was going on. Just the way he was talking though, I knew that it meant the lives of innocent people.”

Clark listened to the story intently. Lex was no stranger to secret projects or experimentation on others for his own selfish gain. Clark still worried about what could come of this, even with his abilities, these things from the Phantom Zone put up quite a struggle. If Lex tapped into the power of this thing, it was quite possible not even Clark could stop him.

“I drugged Lex’s drink one night after he had logged onto his secure network. He passed out, and I browsed through his files. Something went wrong though, Lex should have been out for hours, but he started to come to in under ten minutes. He grabbed my wrist and I panicked. He was still groggy so I managed to break free and then fled before he could come to his senses. I’ve been moving from place to place since, trying to stay under his radar.”

“Lex knows you’ll come to me eventually, he’ll find you here. If he doesn‘t already know you are here.”

“Clark, I know I’m safe with you.”

“Lana when Lex is involved no one is safe, but I think I know someone who can help us out.” Clark said, this would definitely be a job for Superman. He even got an inward chuckle at imagining Lois’ face when she saw his byline. His amusement would be shattered by Lana’s next sentence though.

“Clark. I know you are Superman.” Lana said bluntly.

This caused Clark to stammer slightly. “W-what?” He looked at her, it wasn’t a guess, it wasn’t breaking news, Lana knew. Lana knew? Wait a second. How could Lana know?

“Clark, I’ve known your secret since the day of my wedding to Lex.” She moved in closer, her hand reaching up to pluck the glasses off his face. Clark seemed uncomfortable with the action, but didn’t move or stop her. Clark was floored, speechless he could only stare into her smiling eyes in wonder.

This brought a question to the surface of Clark’s mind that he had asked himself millions of times. “Lana, why did you marry Lex?”

“Clark.” Lana started in a bittersweet tone. “That day I realized that you must have saved my life countless times.” She placed her hands flat against his chest, sliding down and in towards the center of the button up shirt, slowly undoing the middle three buttons. “I had a chance to return the favor. I had to take it Clark.” Her hands pulled the shirt open, revealing the red and yellow secret underneath. “I never forgot about you though. Knowing that I saved you gave me the courage to face life with Lex.”

She twisted her hand in the shirt and pulled him down into a kiss that melted away his doubts and insecurity. He was the strongest man on the planet, but when Lana pulled him down to the floor there was nothing he could do to resist her.

Cardinal
05-09-2007, 10:08 PM
I hope Lana is doing what she's doing because she's still in love with Clark and not because she's trying to manipulate him into doing what she wants. :(

Max001
05-10-2007, 09:29 AM
I'm more curious as to why Lex came out of his drugged state so quickly. Part of the story? Or Just a plot device? Can't wait to find out either way. Great story.

soupareman
05-10-2007, 01:37 PM
Originally posted by Max001
I'm more curious as to why Lex came out of his drugged state so quickly. Part of the story? Or Just a plot device? Can't wait to find out either way. Great story.

I do have a theory behind how Lex was able to come out of his sleep, but it isn't a crucial part of the story and won't be used in the actual fic. I'm reluctant to post it out loud because of possible spoiler content from earlier seasons but if you really want to know, I could pm it to you. Thanks for reading in any case!

I'll probably post another section up either later tonight or tomorrow. After that you can probably expect the story to continue shortly after Mother's day.

clana-lives-on
05-10-2007, 02:02 PM
Oooh. nice story. ppms!!

soupareman
05-10-2007, 05:34 PM
He could finally be honest with her. For once in his life Clark Kent didn’t have to lie to the woman he love. As they lay on the floor, cuddled together. Clark filled in all the gaps for Lana, telling her about the times he rescued her, and apologizing for all the times he had to lie to her. He told her about all the colors of Kryptonite he had encountered, and the various effects they had on him. Each secret he revealed made his soul feel lighter.

“So why Superman?” Lana asked as Clark reached a lull in the conversation. Clark shrugged slightly.

“When I moved to Metropolis I found that it was the exact opposite of Smallville. I couldn’t stand by and watch all the bad things that were happening around me, and there are just too many people around to try using my abilities without being seen. So I created Superman, so I could save people and at the same time not have to worry about being seen.” Clark looked down to see Lana with a far off look in her eye.

“You ok?” Clark said, pulling her closer. She smiled up at him.

“Yeah.” She replied. “It is such a noble thing you do, saving complete strangers on a daily basis.” Clark could have swore a there was a twinge, or a hint in her voice, but he dismissed it.

“Well it does help having a long list of abilities.” Clark said, trying to be modest about it. “I just can’t stand to see people in suffering.” The way her eyes dulled, he could tell she was thinking about what would happen to her if Lex had his way.

“Hey. You are going to be ok. I will stop Lex.” He said to reassure her.

“Clark. What if the only way to protect me is to kill Lex?” Lana asked gravely. It was the question Clark had been hoping to avoid.

“Lana. I can’t do that. Even though Lex is dangerous, I can’t play the part of his executioner.”

“So what then Clark? Send him to jail? With Lex’s influence and resources he could shoot me in front of Metropolis PD and still walk away.”

“Lana. I won’t let that happen to you.” Clark felt the need to change the subject. “This place where Lex is holding his experiments, do you know where it is?”

Lana shook her head. “No. It wasn’t in any of the files I was able to access.”

“Well the first thing I have to do is find it and put an end to it. Do you have a place to hide while I look into it?”

“There is a small place in Metropolis that Lex’s reach hasn’t reached yet, but I can’t stay there long. Three days tops.”

“We’ll go there then, and I’ll meet you there in two days. I should have things taken care of by then.” Clark stood up slowly, helping Lana up to her feet. He seemed to blur out of her vision and she felt a whipping wind around her. She had barely blinked in surprise when Clark blurred back into view, fully clad as Superman. When she finished dressing he scooped her up in his arms.

“Lex will have plenty of thugs watching the roads for him.” He said with a grin. “He won’t be watching the skies quite as closely though.”

He followed her directions to the safe house she had in Metropolis. He was about to do any and everything in his power to make sure she was free from Lex Luthor’s grasp. Little did he know, as he leaned down to kiss her it would be the last moments he shared with the Lana he loved more than his own life.

For a moment he was almost there, back in that perfect state of happiness, then he realized it was only a fantasy. He was really standing in the old loft, his family and friends gone. Clark sighed and reached deep inside himself, trying to pull out another emotion besides sorrow, he reached for anger but it didn’t spark, he reached for determination but it didn’t answer, he tried to tell himself it wasn’t his fault, but he didn’t believe himself. Then an idea struck him, something from his past that gave him the strength to do what he normally didn’t have the courage to do. It was dangerous, but it was the only way to give Lex Luthor what he truly deserved.

It was the first time he had been doing anything constructive in months. Of course, what he was about to do went against everything he used to believe in. Then again, he wasn’t Superman anymore, those values of truth, justice, and the American way were long gone. He knew deep in his soul revenge wasn’t the answer, he knew that it wouldn’t make him feel better, but he still wanted it anyway. He walked out in the middle of a field, he had forgotten how desolate Smallville seemed compared to Metropolis. He closed his eyes breathing in the fresh country air, he could almost hear the sound of his dad’s wrench as he worked on the tractor, his mother calling out the front door that supper was ready, Shelby barking and chasing field mice. Clark blinked his eyes open, this was no time to get distracted, if he was going to do this he had to do it quick before he changed his mind.

He resumed his search, why was this taking so long? He knew it was around here somewhere. He chewed his lip nervously, his parents were probably frowning down on him from the heavens, both sets. The thought of disappointing them was almost enough to make him turn back. Then he saw it with the x-ray vision he had been using to sweep the earth underneath the field, just a couple of feet under the ground. Dropping to one knee Clark took several deep breaths.

“This is for everyone I lost along the way.” He murmured out loud, reassuring himself of his chosen course of action.

He plunged his hand into the ground, the earth giving way as if merely a pool of water. He closed his eyes with a gasp, squinting tightly at first, but then his face fell into a peaceful state, his breathing slowed as his anxiety was washed away. He ripped his hand from the ground sending a wave of dirt flying into the air. He brought the object up, letting it glint in the sunlight. When he opened his eyes at last, his eyes flashed with new found vigor and purpose. He turned the rock in his hand, examining the red veins that ran through the meteor rock, red kryptonite in its purest form. So cumbersome though. He clenched his fist tightly, straining with effort. The rock portion started to crumble away in his hand until at last he had compressed it enough to be able to hold the crystal between his thumb and forefinger.

This was no time for admiring though, he had work to do. He tucked the gem into his pocket and looked towards the Metropolis skyline. Then he did something he had not done in a long time. He smiled.

“Ready or not Lex”, Clark said through his smirk. “Here I come.”

Then he was airborne, taking off with such force that the ground under him sagged beneath the push of his legs. The last son of Krypton’s presence was about to be felt in Metropolis again, but this time the rules would be a little different.