View Full Version : Forgetting Has Never Been Harder
super12
12-23-2005, 10:55 PM
that was good. ppms
binkys711
12-24-2005, 02:24 PM
omg! that was sooooo adorable! I abosultely loved it! PPMS!!! it was sooooo cute the way they jumped together! YAY HAPPY CLANA!:cool::D:D:D:D:D:D:D:cool:
awesome!!!! but u need to post more!!! :D
annaliese
12-25-2005, 08:57 AM
you have to post more soon!!!! this is really sweet!
Clark&lana4eva
12-25-2005, 09:17 AM
ill post 2day tha will be my x-mas gift 2 all of u but it might not be until l8ter because people are coming over all night
akuma
12-25-2005, 09:26 AM
Cant wait!:D
Clark&lana4eva
12-25-2005, 01:04 PM
Merry Christmas
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I prayed that the fall would be easy. I was so nervous that, I opened my eyes during our jump, and felt as if we were slightly hovering above the ocean. I guess I just wanted to stall the fact that I was actually jumping. I continued to wonder why I was going down so slow, when all of a sudden; we began to fall as fast as we had in the beginning. I hit the cold ocean with a small yet audible gasp. The cool water felt nice against my overheated skin. Kansas got hot, but Smallville had nothing on Miami.
I rose to the surface. I began to panic when I didn’t see Clark’s face anywhere. I looked towards where Chloe and Pete were, and didn’t see them. If I was panicking before, I was totally freaking out now. I looked off towards the shore and all around me. The ocean was large and vast enough as it was before, but if you can’t find someone, someone very close to you, it triples in size.
I screamed for his name, and felt a tug on my leg pulling me down towards the abyss.
‘This is it. The thing that has Clark is getting me too’
‘Stop worrying, this isn’t Smallville, no FOTW, it’s probably some seaweed.’
‘You don’t believe that anymore than my other half does.’
‘True’
‘You’re evil’
‘No I'm you’
I don’t struggle anymore; I let whatever is happening to me happen. Just as I stop struggling, it lets go, and I pop back to the surface. I hear a muffled sound, and whipped around to face the direction of the noise. There, in all his glory, is Clark Kent.
“Trip to Miami, $200. Cheap swimsuits, $50. The look on your face right now, PRICELESS.”
After he concluded his little commercial add, I splashed him, and yelled at him, I even asked if he had gills. I let out all the frustration and began to enjoy myself. After awhile of splashing, he put his hands up in defeat. “Okay, okay, you win.”
“That’s right. I always win.”
“Okay, prove it, race you back to shore. On your mark, get set, GO!!!”
I put forth all the effort I had into beating him to shore, which….I lost.
“Ha, I beat you!!!” He exclaimed while pointing a finger at me and swirling it around in my face.
“That’s great Clark, but I want to go back to Smallville with a nice tan, so stop bugging me and let me relax.”
We put our towels together, forming one big one, and laid down. I put my sunglasses on and laid with my back on the towel and my arms at my side. I felt Clark’s gaze on me and turned towards him. “What?!” I asked laughing.
“Nothing, you just seem…different.” He said as he propped himself up with one elbow.
“Good different, or bad different?” I asked. I mimicked his gestures and also propped up on my elbow so we were face to face.
“Defiantly good.”
“How so?” I asked him once again getting lost in his eyes.
“You just seem more relaxed and open. When you came back from Paris, you totally ignored me.”
“And now?” My voice was soft and husky.
“And now you’re back to being the girl I fell head over heals for. Back to the girl who made me stumble when I saw you, and the girl I used to lust over in my loft, watching from afar with my telescope.”
I was speechless. My eyes were blurry, filled with tears that had yet to fall. He was so sweet to me. “And you’re back to being the charming Kent, not the cocky one that I’ve been hanging out with lately.” My voice was low and soft. I scanned his face as he scanned mine, slowly leaning towards me. I saw his eyes closed.
‘Stop this now, all you’re gonna do is hurt yourself again!!’
‘For once shut up!!’
All of my brain functions stopped working. I ignored the part of my brain that always disagreed and closed my eyes as I too moved in. At that moment I completely shut down. Part of me was still screaming that this was wrong, but my heart was more important to me. It kept screaming that I was gonna get hurt, but Clark Kent is worth the risk. If I end up getting hurt, at least we would break it off knowing I got to experience love. There is a fifty-fifty chance between either hurt, or happiness. Making up my mind quickly, I decided that, that risk was worth the man that is Clark Kent.
Our lips grazed gently with one another. We kissed softly before he pulled back. I looked at him questionably. He smiled, and kissed me again. I smiled into the kiss and continued to nip at his top lip, as he nipped at my bottom. It was like heaven. The kiss intensified, as I took my hands and held one on either side of his face. We completely forgot we were at the beach and he began to lay me back on my towel into the position where I started. He was lying opposite to me, his weight putting the slightest amount of pressure on me. I unconsciously ran my fingers through his dark locks, until the need for air became too much, and we broke apart.
“Wow…” I said breathlessly.
“Tell me about it.” Clark said as he kissed my forehead. It wasn’t until I looked up at him that I realized the position we were in, and by his red face, I’m guessing he noticed to.
“Clark, maybe we should take this slow. That was our first kiss in years, and look at how we ended up.”
“You’re right, sorry. I guess I got a little carried away.”
“You weren’t the only one; it’s just that we need to be a little more careful.”
“Hey are you guys done now?” Asked and agitated Chloe.
Both Clark and I blushed furiously and I hid my face in his chest. He giggled. “Yeah Chloe, sorry.”
“Don’t apologize Clark, I think you guys enjoyed it.”
I buried myself deeper into Clark’s chest.
“Well me and Pete are gonna head back to the hotel, he has really bad sunburn and wants to take a shower, so I’ll see you two later, and congrats on the up in status. I’ll see you later Lana.”
I said a muffled yeah into Clark’s chest and heard Chloe and Pete laugh. It was then that I remembered that Clark was shirtless, and pulled back. I took in his appearance. His hair was all ruffled and disheveled. The salt water caused his dark locks to fall messy out of place. His wet body felt silky to the touch, and the water outlined his muscled perfectly. By his appearance, it looked like he had been to hell and back, yet he looked so…sexy.”
“You look really hot too, all that water, is making you stand out in all the right places.” Clark said as he kissed my nose.
I pushed him off of me, and blushed even more. I was caught checking him out, and he was taking full advantage of it.
“You are way to easy Lana. You blush at everything.” He said as he leaned back onto the towel.
“Don’t think you’re so hot, you got a little doughy. The six pack you once had is barely noticeable. You might want to hit a gym. We could get together. The gym I got to works well.”
I put on my sunglasses coolly, and tried to tan. I know I had got him there. He kept looking at me and then back at his abs and ran his hands across the.
“I didn’t get that much out of shape.” He said quietly.
I almost burst out laughing, but refrained myself and pinched his cheeks together with my hands, like a grandmother does to a child.
“I’ll still love you if you don’t regain shape.”
‘I did not just let that slip’
‘You idiot, yes you did’
binkys711
12-25-2005, 01:35 PM
1st! Booyah!
OMG! that was sooo adorable! and their fisrt kiss in years was awesome! I loved the way you described Lana's feeling to the touch! great job! I wan to know what Clark responded with! PPMS!!! and hooray for happy clana!:D:):D
nellie2
12-25-2005, 01:49 PM
i love this story!!!! great update and merry christmas
akuma
12-25-2005, 02:38 PM
Originally posted by binkys711
1st! Booyah!
OMG! that was sooo adorable! and their fisrt kiss in years was awesome! I loved the way you described Lana's feeling to the touch! great job! I wan to know what Clark responded with! PPMS!!! and hooray for happy clana!:D:):D
Yeah im just gonna quote binkys, thats what i though, cept the first thing, im 3rd:D
Clark&lana4eva
12-25-2005, 06:03 PM
I looked back up towards the sky, and pretended to be cool about the whole thing, when the truth was that I was a nervous wreck inside. I felt him nudge me and looked towards him. He leaned back up on his elbow and he had a huge smile across his face. “You love me?”
“What?” I asked pretending not to know what he was talking about.
“You just said you loved me before.”
“I did?! Well yeah, you know what I mean.” I suck at lying.
“I love you too.”
I snapped my head towards him, and his smile faded and he became serious. I put my sunglasses in my hair so I could see his expression, to see if he was joking or not, and turned on my side to face him as he continued.
“I’ve always loved you Lana. You’re the only one I ever really loved. Hell, you showed me what love was.”
I felt tears fall from my eyes, as I cupped his cheek, and we kissed again. This time is was a slow and meaningful kiss. This kiss said everything that was never said in words. All the feelings that were buried inside of us were released with just one lock of our lips. Each kiss was better than the first. Even thought the one before was hot and heavy, this one meant more to me. It was a kiss of all revealed that was hidden within us.
He put his big arm around my waist and pulled me closer to him. Even with the body contact, it still remained slow. I felt his tongue press against my teeth, asking for access, and I lovingly granted it. His hot tongue pressed against mine. Exploring each others mouths. With each kiss we got to know more of each other and found unknown territory. We broke apart and leaned our foreheads against each others. “You continue to amaze me Mr. Kent.”
“You never stopped amazing me.” He said as we stared at each other in silence.
“Hey, let’s get going so we can meat up with Chloe and Pete.” I suggested.
He nodded his head in approval, and we got up and cleaned everything up, and walked back to the hotel with our fingers interlaced with each other. It was my own fairytale ending. I couldn’t picture a better ending even if I wrote the book of life myself. With the sun setting behind us, we walked hand in hand off into the distance. At that moment, that world that I thought was closing in on me, ready to swallow me, just became a whole lot bigger, brighter, and unpredictable.
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no it isnt the ending but since it is xmas i decided to have happy clana and give u guys 2 updates
akuma
12-25-2005, 06:42 PM
YAY!!! i love the happy clana!!:D:D thanks for the awesome christmas gift!!
yay!!!! full of happy clana!!!! lana is just so funny when she argues with herself!!! thanks for the updates!!!
Merry Christmas everyone!!!!
maroon09854
12-25-2005, 08:28 PM
WOW!!!! ithink istarted to cry *pauses to blow nose* that was awsome and loved all the wonderful clana moments
nellie2
12-25-2005, 10:16 PM
aww that was soo cute! PPMS
NYC300Z
12-25-2005, 10:29 PM
Awesome update! I'm glad they stoped holding back!
:lol: Pete got a sun burn?
PPMS!
Clark&lana4eva
12-26-2005, 01:33 PM
if i get 2 more repiles, update will come 2night
baldy92
12-26-2005, 01:39 PM
great update PPMS!
Well this story is very good... so please PPMS :D
Clark&lana4eva
12-26-2005, 01:56 PM
here we go
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We walked back to the hotel, and he left me at my room. As I let go of his hand, he grabbed my arm and jerked me back towards him. I smiled, and pecked him on the cheek, he let out a frustrated groan, and I just laughed.
“You are so mean.” He said with fake anger.
“I can’t help it, I love teasing you.”
“I’ll get you back.”
“Maybe you will, maybe you won’t.”
“Oh, I will Ms. Lang, I will.”
We both laughed and I turned to open the door, when he pulled me back again.
“What now?” I asked him with a playful sigh.
“Come to my room when you’re done, I believe you said that you would do whatever I wanted if I were to strip, did you not?”
“Oh boy, yes I did.” I agreed in a high pitched and uncertain voice that only made him laugh.
“Good, so come over in about an hour.”
I cringed. “How about I come over in two hours?” I said sheepishly holding up to fingers and wiggling them around in his face.
He let out a deep sigh. “Why two?”
“Because Clark, I’m a girl. Since when did you know a girl that was ready in less than two hours? Especially since I’m about to go to God knows where.”
“You’re just going to be in my room. Pete is going to be in yours with Chloe. Besides, I think you look beautiful no matter what.”
“Staying in you’re room, with no Pete, Clark what are you planning to do?!”
He just smiled. “Hour ‘n half take it or leave it.”
“Fine, hour and a half will have to do. But if I look like I went to hell and back, don’t complain.”
He laughed before he cupped my face and leaned in for a tender kiss. When we pulled apart I whispered, “I could defiantly get used to this.”
“Me too, so I’ll see you in an hour n’ half. Love you!” He yelled while running to his room, all the way down the hall
“Love you too!” I screamed after him while giggling and finally succeeding in opening the door, only to see an anxious Chloe sitting on the chair, legs crossed.
“Well it’s about time!” She stood up, and flung her arms everywhere.
“What’s about time?” I asked. A lot happened today and I’m not sure what she’ talking about.
“Everything! You two got together, made out in the middle of the beach, said that you love each other, and now you’re going to be in his room alone! All in one day might I add.”
“So you heard everything in the hall huh.” I came out as more of a statement than a question. I made my way towards the bathroom to take a shower as Chloe followed me.
“Yeah, and let me tell you one again, FINALLY!!!”
I laughed, “Chloe, I don’t know who is more excited here, me or you. But since you heard everything, you know I have to be there in like,” I paused to look at my watch, and almost screamed, “AN HOUR!!!”
Chloe laughed. “Fine just take your shower and do what you got to do. And Lana,”
“Yeah,”
“I want details.”
“As soon as I get back.” I said as I shooed her out of the bathroom, wondering the whole time what he could be planning.
that story is good... and funny...
Poor Lana only have 1 hour to get ready to visit Clark...
PPMS :D
akuma
12-26-2005, 02:40 PM
That was great, im really enjoying this story and cant wait for more!:D
super12
12-26-2005, 05:34 PM
that was a good post. i hope the meeting in the room is good and you know what i mean.
sandy
12-26-2005, 06:53 PM
I'm with NYC, Pete got a sunburn?:rotfl:
PPMS! you're doing great!!!:D
Clark&lana4eva
12-26-2005, 06:57 PM
sunburn thing was the only thing i could think of to get rid of pete and chloe lol by the way sunburn hurts like a MF
by the way really looking foward 2 ur new fic sandy
sandy
12-26-2005, 07:04 PM
ooh thanx! *grins* I already have the whole plan and everything! wait until early January to read it! lol
have i mentioned great story? lol, post when ya can!
NYC300Z
12-26-2005, 08:42 PM
cool update!:cool:
PPMS!
cufcchic
12-27-2005, 05:29 AM
omg i just caught up, awesome updates!!!!!! lol pete getting sunburn, that is a good way to get them away!!!!!! ppmasap!!!
Clark&lana4eva
12-27-2005, 09:23 AM
this fic is kinda close to being done and ill have the new part posted today my new years resolution is to post daily
by the way i just noticed my numer of views is 11111
binkys711
12-27-2005, 09:24 AM
WOOT WOOT! Post daily?! yay!:D I'm sad that it's close to a end though:\
That double update was great! They're finally together and they admited tat they love each other! I wonder what Clark is planning in the room...alone....with only him and Lana.....I agree with Chloe, I want details also;):p PPMS!!!:D
Clark&lana4eva
12-27-2005, 10:18 AM
the next update is ready, ill post it l8ter 2day its 4 pages on Word!!!
actually ill post it now i though we were gonna have 2 go out but change of plans
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I finished my shower, and everything else I needed to look good in a rushed 45 minutes. I dressed casual since he did say that we were going to only be in his room. I wore a white tank top, and some faded jeans that hugged me in all the right places. My hair was tied back with a couple of curly pieces hanging in front of my face due to the lack of blow-drying. I looked towards the clock that was laying on the nightstand, and noticed that I had a spare five minutes left. I thought about talking to Chloe, but as soon as I walked into the living room, and saw Pete and Chloe snuggled up on the couch, I decided to just leave. I guess Pete decided to come over early.
I walked towards Clark’s room and knocked. “You decent?”
“Yeah, hold on a second you’re early.” After his last statement, he opened the door a few seconds later.
“So much for needing two hours.” Clark mumbled.
“I might not have needed them, but you did.” I giggled.
He wrapped his arms around my waist, “Hi.” He said leaning in.
“Hi.” I said quietly as our lips touched once again. When we pulled apart he covered my eyes with his big hands, and switched his body so he was behind me.
“What’s with the whole surprise thing? You’re making me nervous.”
“Can you stop talking for one minute, and just go along with it, I worked really hard.” He added in a fake angry voice.
I laughed. “Sorry”
When he uncovered my eyes, we were in the living room area. I put a hand over my mouth and felt the tears coming again. The whole apartment had candles everywhere and in the middle was a small table set up with candles, and in the middle was a single white rose.
“So what do you think?” He asked me barely audible.
I turned around in his embrace, and kissed him, tears flowing out of my eyes one by one. “It’s so beautiful, thank you.”
“Not as beautiful as you.”
I snickered, “You are so corny.”
“Yes, but you know you love it.”
“Yes, that I do.” I kissed him again and walked over to the table, running my hands over the cloth. “How did you do all of this?”
“That’s for me to know, and you to enjoy.”
“You know, if this is the consequences of our stupid little bet, than I think we should have made it a long time ago. You don’t need a bet to have dinner with me.”
“Our bet was not stupid, I got to see some skin, and it brought us back together. Plus, the dinner isn’t what I want I want you to do as the prize for our bet.”
“Oh no, than what is?” I said with a skeptical glance towards the side where Clark was standing with his hands in his pockets.
“He walked over to the stereo, and put on “Take Me Away” by Lifehouse.
“You promised me you’d save me a dance that freshman year, remember that?”
“Of course. I told you that if you came I would save you a dance. You never showed
up.”
“Actually I did, and I ended up thinking about you at the end of the might. So I want that dance you promised me. This time the real you, not just an image.”
He extended his hand towards me. “May I have this dance?”
“Do you even have to ask?” I grabbed hold of his hand and we began to sway to the music.
“This time what I want is you
There is no one else
Who can take your place
This time you burn me with your eyes
You see past all the lies
You take it all away
I've seen it all
It was never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you”
Our hands eventually moved from holding each others’, to mine being on his arms, and his holding onto my waist. I leaned into his chest; I have never felt more at home than at this moment, thousands of miles away form Smallville. Then it hit me, Clark Kent is my home. “I love you.” I whispered into his chest.
“Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away”
He kissed the top of my head and whispered, “I love you too.” Into my ear sending shivers up my spine. To think that I almost gave up a second chance with him because of his secrets. He promised me that when he was ready he would tell me, and I believe him. For once I can wait, he’s worth the wait.
“I try to make my way to you
But still I feel so lost
I don't know what else I can do
Cause I've seen it all
It was never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you”
A part of me still felt insecure about this relationship. We both know better than this, but as soon as he whispered “I love you,” into my ear a second time, all insecurities went out the window, as did our hurtful past.
“Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away”
Don’t give up on me yet
Don’t forget who I am
I know I'm not there yet
But don't let
I stay here alone
I've seen it all and it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you
I've seen enough and it's never enough
It keeps leaving me needing you
Take me away
Take me away
I've got nothing left to say
Just take me away
Take me away
Take me away”
As the song ended we pulled apart, only far enough so that we could kiss. It was slow, and then became more passionate. He pulled me closer to him, as we walked into his bedroom. Reality was gone along with fantasy. I was in a place in between, something that resembled Heaven. Never breaking the kiss, he closed the door behind us with his foot. As my back hit the bed, he broke the kiss and looked me in the eyes. I slowly nodded as approval, I wanted this, I wanted him. He was the only thing that I really did want. We began to kiss this time slowly, never once changing rhythm. We continued slowly, our mouth’s doing all the talking. We broke apart, and all was silent, before Clark spoke. “I don’t want to do anything you’ll regret Lana, it’s my first time.”
I ran my fingers along the outside of his face. “It’s mine too Clark. I could never regret anything I did with you. Not even the moment of pain.”
“I love you. Don’t ever doubt that.”
“I love you too.”
Those were the last words we spoke that night before we became one. Each of us giving something to each other, something that could never be taken back to give to someone else. We made love as the candles in the dinning room began to die, and the white rose in the middle of the table stood proudly, right in the middle, the only thing left standing, the only thing still kept alive, just like that day at the airport. Just like all the moments we have shared.
cufcchic
12-27-2005, 10:32 AM
OMG!!!!!!! that was soooo sweet!!!!! clark and lana are so sweet!!!!! ppms!!!
that was perfect! excellent!!!
PPMS :D
midnite_spark
12-27-2005, 11:29 AM
::sniff sniff::::tear::.....that was just so beautiful...clark and lana...finally!
binkys711
12-27-2005, 12:04 PM
that was awesome! they finally did it! so beautiful! you did a great job on it! I love the description on her feelings:) PPMS!!!!
superman_lives_on
12-27-2005, 02:40 PM
Hope to see another update soon.
maroon09854
12-27-2005, 02:47 PM
o...m....g that was beautiful i cant wait for more PPMS!!!
super12
12-28-2005, 01:26 PM
that was good cant wait to have a nother update.ppms
annaliese
12-30-2005, 07:41 AM
POST MORE SOON!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Happy New Year!!!!! everyone :D
goldylocks_k
12-30-2005, 10:39 AM
You're story is so good. That was a great update. Please update soon!
NYC300Z
12-30-2005, 11:43 AM
PPMS!
Clark&lana4eva
12-30-2005, 05:29 PM
TRY 2 POST 2DAY
goldylocks_k
12-31-2005, 10:13 AM
Update! Please! I love this fic!
Clark&lana4eva
12-31-2005, 10:32 AM
im typing it now itll be up soon
Clark&lana4eva
12-31-2005, 01:42 PM
happy new years everyone there is probably one update left after this one
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I woke up first. I had another one of my nightmares. It’s the same thing every night. I sighed and looked over towards Clark. My head was on his chest, and I began to draw imaginary circles on his chest. I smiled as I remembered the night before. I looked at his sleeping form and smiled again. I must look like a complete idiot but I don’t care. The reflection of the moon shone through the window and illuminated his face making him look like a God. I was completely happy for a moment, until I tried to close my eyes and I saw it again.
I sighed and slowly got out of bed as not to disturb Clark, but felt him hold onto my waist tighter. I lifted up his arms, and quickly slid out from under him before he grabbed me again. As soon as I got up from the bed, I heard his huge arm make a plop back onto the bed. I smiled and bent down to get my underwear. I couldn’t find my tank top, so I took Clark’s huge plaid shirt, and slid it on. It was huge! It went pat my thighs.
I headed into the kitchen, and, made myself some cocoa before heading out to the balcony. I sat in the chair that was placed in the balcony and sat with my legs tucked underneath me, coca in hands and watched as the moon’s bright light reflected on the ocean creating the perfect view to match my feeling of last night.
I looked at my watch and sighed. It was only 4 a.m. I sighed even louder when I realized that I wasn’t going to get any sleep. I cuddled closer to my legs as I felt the cool night breeze nip at my bare legs. I get my gaze focused on the beautiful landscape, but my mind was elsewhere. I kept remembering my dream. It has been the same for awhile. The only place where I’m supposed to feel peaceful has turned against me. I closed my eyes trying to fight sleep, but I just can’t, I can’t return to a world of fear, pain, and guilt, and regret. I can’t return to that place again. That place is far worse than reality, but my eyes betray me.
It’s dark here, in the depth, all around me is darkness. I can hear muffled cries and sobs. I turn to the right and see the image of my parent, and my Aunt Nell, and smile. I begin to run towards all of them, but then, suddenly stop. I turned my gaze towards the sky. Clouds of gray blocked the sun. Then, there is a small breakthrough, and a meteor makes its first appearance. All I can do is watch from the flower shop as it came down quickly towards my parents and Nell. I scream for them to run, to run towards me to not leave me again, but no sounds escapes my lips. I’m too late, they left me all over again as they always do in my dreams. I scream louder hoping they can hear me, but still nothing comes out. My parted lips explode into a scream which only I can hear. Then it hits me, no one can hear me. No one can save me or them. I’m once again alone. The dreams I used to have with my parents that made me smile where only fantasies, covering up the truth. Then, the darkness engulfs me.
I gasped as if I was in need for air as I woke up. I felt to arms shaking me awake and I looked up to be met with Clark’s eyes full of concern looking into mine. I turned my gaze towards the ground and saw the shattered mug, and then looked back at him.
“Lana, are you okay.”
“Yeah it’s just a bad dream.”
“Is that the same dream that made you wake up before?”
“I thought you were sleeping.” I said with a crooked smile.
“I was until someone tried to sneak out of bed.”
“I just needed some air.”
“Well let’s go inside, make you some coca, and you can tell me all about your nightmare. Miami gets cold at night.”
“Sounds good.”
I got up and walked inside closely followed by Clark. We made hot chocolate and snuggled under the covers. My head on his bare chest drawing circles, and his arms wrapped around my waist, with one arms under his flannel shirt running up and down across my bare back.
I retold my nightmare, detail by detail. When I was done, I looked up to his face, and noticed how pained and guilty it looked.
“Clark?”
“Hmm?”
“Are you okay?”
“Yeah, I’m so sorry.”
“Hey, it’s not your fault.”
“It’s not yours either, so stop blaming yourself. The meteor shower was gonna happen no matter what, you had no control over it”
“I know that, it’s just that my head keeps telling me something else.” I said trying not to sound too crazy.
“Hey, just close your eyes and try to sleep, nothings gonna get to you, I promise.”
“I’ll try.”
“Good.” He said as he continued to massage my back. Now the real question that was bothering me was why he felt so guilty.
I woke up in the same position I was in last night. My legs entangled in Clark’s heavy ones. I turned towards him and saw him looking at me.
“How long have you been up?” I asked him as I ran my fingers through the sides of his hair.
“About an hour, I thought you were never going to get up. We have to be in the lobby at 10, and it’s all ready 8.”
“Sorry, it’s just that I was so comfy, but I have to get going and take a shower and stuff.”
“So no more nightmares?” He asked with a little hope in his voice.
“No more nightmares, I guess I just needed to share it with someone.”
“I’m glad I was your first to share it with.”
“Me too.” I smiled and he smile too, after realizing what he just said, then he let out a guffaw.
“So,” he said coyly, “you can take your shower here.”
I looked at him skeptically, “It did cross my mind, but I don’t have any clothes.”
“So, your room is like across the hall.”
“Somehow, I don’t think it would be a good idea if Mr. Reynolds would see me walking in a towel around the hotel. Since when did you become so cocky and brave?”
“Since I came to Miami and got a second chance.”
“Good answer.”
“I thought so.” He leaned down and kissed me I smiled into the kiss, and then pushed at his chest.
“If we don’t stop, we’ll both be late for the tour of the museum.”
“Fine, let me at least make you breakfast. I make the best cereal.”
I laughed loudly before Pete and Chloe entered the room, and headed for the kitchen. We both got up; Clark was the first to exit. I slipped on my jeans, and headed for the kitchen ready to face whatever Chloe and Pete had to say. Before I left, I grabbed Clark’s shirt, and walked out.
“Morning guys.” I announced as I sat on one of the chairs that were placed around the island.
“Good morning.” Chloe said with a smirk.
I rubbed my eyes and threw Clark his shirt. “You are way too perky in the morning.”
“Well one of us has to be.” Chloe retorted.
After Clark caught his shirt and put it on, he continued making all of us cereal.
“Lana, you have been spending way too much time with Clark.” Pete said with a raise of his eyebrows.
“How so?” I asked as Clark pulled me down onto his lap.
“You’re starting to wear plaid too.” We all laughed until Clark spoke up.
“Hey plaid is in.” Clark defended.
“I’m sure it is.” I cupped Clark’s cheek, “But when we go back home, you’re going to try a new style.”
We continued to tell jokes until Chloe and I left so we could get ready. The day went by fast, we had a class trip during the day, and the left over time was for the students to enjoy, curfew being at 10. Before I knew it, it was time to go back home. To bad I didn't know that the change in style would never come.
superman_lives_on
12-31-2005, 01:46 PM
First! Very good update...but I'm getting a bad feeling after that last line...
PPMS...please?
cufcchic
12-31-2005, 01:47 PM
2! omg awesome update! pete was so funny with the plaid comment! lol. ppmasap and happy new year!
NYC300Z
12-31-2005, 04:42 PM
:lol: the change in style would never come! ha ha I hope things go well for them when they get back!
PPMS!
annaliese
12-31-2005, 05:43 PM
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HAPPY NEW YEARS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Clark&lana4eva
12-31-2005, 05:52 PM
the last upadet will cokme tomarrow
sandy
12-31-2005, 07:29 PM
ok, I just read the last 2 updates, and they were amazingly awesome!!! too bad that last line has got me worried....ppms!
Clark&lana4eva
12-31-2005, 10:10 PM
happy 2006!!!!! this is the last updat thanx to all who read my first fic, and i hope there was some inprovement with my writting that was my goal along with keep u guys entertained thanx for reading, and thanx for the feedback, it kept me going i hope i will get more for my second fic have a great year everyone
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LAST CHAPTER
*ONE WEEK LATER*
I sat inside the café, switching glances from my watch, to the door. I sighed as I got up and made my way towards the door. I put my coat on and walked out of the diner, hugging it closer to me with each step I took. This was no Miami for sure. I kept my gaze glued onto the streets until I ran into a tall dark frame, knocking me towards the ground.
“Lana?” I heard him say as he picked me off of my feet, “What are you doing here? I was on my way to meet you.”
“Oh really,” I said as I pushed away his hands and helped myself up, “than why are you an hour and a half late?” I said crossing my arms in front of my chest and tapping my foot. “And if you’re not going to give me the truth, then don’t even bother answering the question.”
I just looked at him as he opened his mouth and shut it again quickly.
“Ugh, I don’t need this.” I sighed and waved my hands and walked past him.
“Lana wait.” He said as he grabbed my hand and pulled me back.
“For what Clark!” I exclaimed. “That’s what I can’t figure out. You keep asking me to wait, and like an idiot I do, for what? To get my heart shattered again?” I was yelling now waving my arms around frantically.
“Lana-” he didn’t finish because I cut him of again.
“No, I know I promised to wait for you as long as it takes, but I now realize what I promised. Forever is way to long of a wait Clark. If waiting for years aren’t a long time, than I don’t know what is. Ever since we got back from Miami, it seems like you never have time for us anymore.”
“Lana-”
I pointed my finger at him, “Don’t you interrupt me. You’re either late for our dates, and I don’t mean a half hour late, I mean hours, or you don’t even show up. What’s worse, is that you aren’t even honest with me the only times I ask for an explanation which is almost never.”
“Lana I’m sorry I’m always late, but something happens.”
I let out a frustrated laugh, “You don’t get it Clark do you? It’s not that you are always late, but it’s that you don’t even trust me to tell me the answer, the true reason behind your sudden disappearances. When we got back together you said that you wouldn’t lie anymore, that you would come clean if I was just a little patient. Clark I have been patient for almost five years now and I still haven’t earned your trust. What are you scared of?” I asked in a whisper.
His gaze went from the street to my eyes. “I’m scared of losing you.”
“As much as I hate to say it,” I cupped his face and began to cry, “because I love you so much, you already lost me.” A single tear ran down his cheek. I turned around and never looked back, as it began to rain.
The sky was crying along side me, displaying my feelings for all of Smallville to see. As I walked home it was hard to tell which tears were mine, and which ones belonged to the rain, for they hit the ground in a rhythm. But what I did know for sure was that tears did fall.
*FOUR YEARS LATER* (both about 22 years old now)
I was rushing around the apartment in look for my shoes so I could go to a business meeting. Luck was not on my side today. “Aha!” I exclaimed as I finally found my shoe. I grabbed my coat, and walked up to my boyfriend who was coming out of the shower and quickly kissed him, rushing out of the apartment. “Bye John, I’ll be back later.”
He laughed and screamed, “Bye love you!”
“Love you too!” I said while slamming the door shut and running out of the apartment.
I moved to Metropolis, when I attended Met U and once I was done, I decided to stay in Metropolis. Clark and I haven’t spoken since that night and I heard from Chloe that he attended Central Kansas. I majored in fashion design, and art and currently have my own fashion line called L&L. I met John shortly after when I was having a party to launch of my new clothes line. He was charming, funny, brave, and extremely hot. When I first saw him, he reminded me of Clark which I guess is part of the reason I wanted to get to know him better. He is tall, brown eyes, and has chocolate color hair, between black and brown. He is a police officer and is about a year older than me. There isn’t much more to say about him except that he picked me up, and put together all the shattered pieces so I could be me once again.
I still haven’t forgotten about Clark. As much as I know it’s killing me slowly, when I wake up next to John, sometimes for a split second I think it’s him, and I hate myself for it. I don’t think I will ever forget about him. Like Chloe said, Clark and I will always be a huge part of each others lives whether we want to or not. There will always be history behind us, but what we do after that is what keeps us living on. I still talk to Chloe and Pete who got married recently. That was the last time I saw Clark, two years ago at their wedding. I haven’t heard much from Lois, but Chloe tells me she is somewhere in Metropolis trying to make a name for herself in journalism. And Clark, I have no idea, but sometimes I think it is better that way.
I still have my nightmares, this time though, Clark is in them, just another place for him to haunt me in. They aren’t as intense as they were four years ago, but none the less they exist. The strange thing is that instead of going on, Clark shows up and the meteor shower stops, I’m not sure why, maybe it’s just my guardian angel saving me yet again, proving to me that it isn’t my fault. At least that’s what I want to believe, but I have a feeling there is more to it.
I finally reached the board room, presented to them my new ideas for my fashion line, and after an exhausting two hours, I was walking back home with yet another design and a smile on my face. As I hugged my coat around me tighter, I felt to hands grabbed me.
“Hey Lady, the streets aren’t safe at night, why don’t you come with me and I’ll help you get home.” He whispered into my ear in his raspy voice.
“No thanks, I know my way around pretty well.” I pushed my way through him until he enveloped me once again.
“Is that any way to act when I so kindly offered to escort you?” He continued to whisper as he began to run his hands up and down my thighs.
I turned and spin kicked him. I looked down at his unconscious form, and polished off all the dirt from my hands and clothes before I turned to walk away, but was stopped by someone pushing me down, and pinning me against the cold street. I screamed for help as he began to kiss my neck.
Just as I thought that he was gonna win, something pulled him off me like a feather, and I heard a strong deep voice, “Don’t you guys ever learn?”
That voice sounded familiar. It was the same voice that haunted my every dream. I brought a hand to my throbbing head and whispered, “Clark?”
I looked towards the mysterious figure, but couldn’t see anything. My vision was blocked by some kind of red blanket. No, it wasn’t a blanket, it was a cape.
~~THE END~~
superman_lives_on
12-31-2005, 10:18 PM
....no, no, NO! Separated for four years?! AUGH!
Clark&lana4eva
12-31-2005, 10:23 PM
THERE WILL BE A SEQUAL IF WANTED BUT I IT WILL AHVE TO WAIT A COUPLE OF MONTHS
superman_lives_on
12-31-2005, 10:24 PM
All the same, I didn't like that ending. It stung way too much! What'd you go and do that for?
Clark&lana4eva
12-31-2005, 10:27 PM
sorry you didnt like it
midnite_spark
01-01-2006, 12:32 AM
:eek: :eek: :eek: but....but.....they were so happy together....:( :( what happened?? it was happy clana...then...no clana....even tho clark saved her....but still.......
PLEASE TELL ME U'RE MAKING A SEQUEL!!!!!!! U CAN'T JUST LEAVE IT LIKE THAT!!!!!PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!
that's the end??? but i don't understand, why did it have to end like that????
*~KrYpToN619~*
01-01-2006, 02:45 AM
:eek: :eek: :eek: :eek: Bye John and I Love You!!!!! Those words should never come out of her mouth unless the word Clark is assosiated with them. The End already. Great story just wish it would of continued.
goldylocks_k
01-01-2006, 07:30 AM
But...but...that can't be the end....that sucked! Your story didn't suck, it was good! But what actually happened sucked. How can they not be happy. They were so in love and everything and then stupid Lana broke it off. Actually she sucks, nothing else, she does.
Please do a sequel you're a really good writer. I totally didn't expect that to happen. Good job. Just do a happy Clana sequel!
Clark&lana4eva
01-01-2006, 07:55 AM
im starting a sequal i just have to get the main idea now that i brought in the superman thing, then ill start it give me a month
not to mention titles are always hard to come up with
Clark&lana4eva
01-01-2006, 10:07 AM
title suggestions?
sandy
01-01-2006, 10:10 AM
whahhh? the end? u can't be serious! I mean, I like the idea of Clark as Superman saving her, but come on...they were so happy! I hope the sequel fixes everything!
GREAT JOB, BTW!
well, u need to tell me what u want ur sequel to be about before I give ya title suggestions...
Clark&lana4eva
01-01-2006, 10:18 AM
GOOD POINT
goldylocks_k
01-02-2006, 07:12 AM
Remembering has never been harder
there's a title!
binkys711
01-02-2006, 03:30 PM
WTF?! HOW?! WHA?! NOOOOOO!!!! After all the happy clana you end it with angst?! WTH?! how....but....eh... *sobs uncontrolably* :eek::eek::eek::eek::(:(:(:(:( You HAVE TO continue it plz!PLZ! YOU JUST HAVE TO MAKE A SEQUEL!
(I loved your story though. It was absolutely awesome!:D)
awww.........:(....i cried....that was sad.....hope u start to write a sequel....:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D:D
NYC300Z
01-07-2006, 01:18 AM
Yeah I too was shcoked that it could end like that~! You have to do a sequel!
yep, a sequel would just be great!!!! u have to make up for that "not-so-likeable" ending anyway. :D
Clark&lana4eva
01-07-2006, 11:21 AM
i started the sequal it should be up sooner than expected i just have to figure out had to add all the new characters in
especially superman and john and lois and teh secret
*~KrYpToN619~*
01-07-2006, 04:30 PM
Who needs John and Lois? So when is the sequel gonna come out?
Clark&lana4eva
01-07-2006, 07:16 PM
i have the first chapters written so ill say l8ter this month or feb
l8r this month or feb??? i'd say that is just way tooooo long :(
NYC300Z
01-08-2006, 02:43 AM
yeah later this month is workable....Feb is well ionos
Clark&lana4eva
01-08-2006, 03:21 PM
if u guys want i can give u soem of chapter one from the sequel just ask
maru11
01-08-2006, 04:08 PM
hi i`m new in these and i want u to know that this fanfic is awesome
Clark&lana4eva
01-08-2006, 05:25 PM
any1 want to here some of the sequel i have the first couple chapters typed if u want i can give u guys a preview
LuvClana
01-08-2006, 05:26 PM
yes yes yes!!!
Clark&lana4eva
01-08-2006, 05:28 PM
anyone else?
*~KrYpToN619~*
01-08-2006, 05:29 PM
Yes!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! !
LuvClana
01-08-2006, 05:30 PM
yurp :D
NYC300Z
01-08-2006, 05:32 PM
I'm asking please!;)
Clark&lana4eva
01-08-2006, 05:32 PM
ill give you some scattered bits and pieces though is that okay?
*~KrYpToN619~*
01-08-2006, 05:32 PM
How many replies do you need?
Clark&lana4eva
01-08-2006, 05:36 PM
lol okay im going WARNING: ALL CLIPS ARE SCATTERED AND ARE NOT IN CHAPTER ORDER
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“I can’t believe you’re here, and in tights.” I said with a nervous laugh. I reached up and cupped his cheek and began to sob harder. “You have no idea how much I needed you. I’m sorry for everything I said that day.”
“Sorry Miss, but I think you have me confused with someone else.”
I slapped him hard against the cheek that I was cupping just moments ago. I pointed a finger in his face as he held his cheek, even though I’m guessing it didn’t hurt.
“Clark Kent, don’t you dare tell me that I’m wrong. I have been in love with your green eyes since I was a freshman in high school. Don’t you dare lie about this too!” I reprimanded at him.
“I’m sorry,” he said as his voice dropped to a whisper and he looked anywhere but into my eyes, “but you have the wrong guy.”
I let out an angry snarl, “If you can’t even look me in the eye and say it, than I guess you haven’t matured as much as I thought.”
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“John, please don’t tell me you left Laura all by herself at home.”
I noticed John wince and Clark’s ears perk up.
“No, I kinda…”
I interrupted him again, “Please don’t tell me you brought her with you.”
“Well, when we heard that you were the one in trouble she kept crying because I wouldn’t take her so I brought her.”
By this time, Lois and the boy caught up to us, as a crying Laura made her way to me.
“Mommy!!!” she yelled as she ran towards me and buried her head in my neck.
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“So, what does Metropolis’s very own hero call himself. I mean you run around saving peoples’ lives and take no credit. No one even catches a glimpse of you, and we’ve all been wondering, “Who is the man in blue and red?”
“A friend.” He answered before he looked to the sky, bent his knees, and took off. I stared in awe along with everyone else.
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here is some of it hope it'll keep u interested until I have real updates i wasnt even planning on doing this but im in a good mood today hope u like and please read the sequel
NYC300Z
01-08-2006, 05:42 PM
wow what's going on with Clark! You have to update for realz!
maroon09854
01-08-2006, 05:43 PM
wow i cant wait 4 the real thing !!!!!
*~KrYpToN619~*
01-08-2006, 05:44 PM
So she's still in love with him...she has a child!!! Cant wait 4 da sequel
maroon09854
01-08-2006, 05:44 PM
and i have also honored you with my 200th post so i hope 4 more
Clark&lana4eva
01-08-2006, 05:45 PM
by the way the one who asks clark what he calls hinself and that stuff the second to last paragraph is lois talking incase u didnt get that
NYC300Z
01-08-2006, 05:47 PM
Yeah I was wondering....oh how long before an update!?
Clark&lana4eva
01-08-2006, 05:47 PM
latest is febuary
binkys711
01-08-2006, 06:53 PM
I think I know what's going on...man I can't wait for the sequel! wait...FEBUARY?! NOOOOO!!!! PPMS!!!SOONNNNNERRR!:D plz?
midnite_spark
01-08-2006, 08:45 PM
GAHHH!!! that was like one of those awesome previews u see at the movie that makes u just antsy for the arrival of the actual thing. feb....never seemed so far away!
great preview, thanks. can't hardly wait for the full "showing" of the sequel!!!!! :D
sandy
01-10-2006, 08:22 AM
o wow, definitely post the whole thing soon!!!!
Ariana
01-11-2006, 12:53 PM
Post Post Post!
smaville67
01-21-2006, 02:28 AM
I enjoyed reading your story now I can't wait for part II.
But What is this Happy horse S!@&#.... I love you jonh.
What's a Jonh? Oh, no no no no :(:(
We need to hear an I love you Clark :D :D
Kriminal
02-06-2006, 02:10 AM
i liked the whole thing until the last update i thinked you hurried along so it would finish, but thats just my opinion
superman_lives_on
02-06-2006, 04:12 AM
Originally posted by Kriminal
i liked the whole thing until the last update i thinked you hurried along so it would finish, but thats just my opinion
Yeah, that's how I feel about it. I still feel as though she tried to rush it into a contrived, unhappy ending to leave room for a sequel. I really HATE contrived endings--especially unhappy contrived endings.
Sorry, but I haven't forgiven it yet.
Clark&lana4eva
02-15-2006, 04:13 PM
Well once you guys decide to forgive the sequel is out and it isn;t rushed:
"The Past Can Haunt Us"
NYC300Z
02-15-2006, 07:31 PM
oh please hurry and update!;)
i like the sequel, so PPMS on that one! :D
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